The sopranos
Season 2.Episode 05
Big girls don´t cry.
-Tony: Since I'm here. Can I talk to you about something? And it absolutely has to stay between the two of us.On any fucking scale you wanna use, things are going good. I'm firmly in charge, no trouble there. My family is healthy. Right? So why am I ripping phones out of the wall in front of my kid? And screaming at my sister, although she's unimportant to me.
-Hesh: Got a lot on your mind.
-Tony: Because I'm the boss?
-Hesh: Yeah.
-Tony:That's the point. You never saw Carlo or Lucky, or Douglas MacArthur...going around punching walls!
What if I said I saw a shrink?
-Hesh: I had an inkling.
-Tony: Every once in a while,I get anxious...you know, just in general.No reason. I'm in my kitchen. All of a sudden I can't breathe, right? I'm suffocating. I get to the point where I pass out.
-Hesh: Hmph. Just like your father.
-Tony: What is?
-Hesh: He had the same thing.
-Tony:He had anxiety attacks?
-Hesh: Well, in those days we called it a "condition."Didn't happen often, once a year.
-Tony: Holy shit.
-Hesh: He cracked his head open on a cigarette machine.
-Tony: Did he go to a doctor?
-Hesh: Your father? Are you kidding? Wouldn't have mattered. They didn't know how to treat it.
-Tony:They're not much better now.
-Hesh: There's an article in the Times. They got this machine. It can see images of the brain and how it...responds to fear.
-Tony:Fear?
-Hesh: A person, listening to a tape of a parent criticizing...I'm talking about an adult...
their fear center kicks right in. You can actually see it in an MRI.
-Tony:I had this weird dream the other night...
-Hesh: With the polyps,they gave me an MRI.I'm telling you, they used my ass to invent some new tests.
-Tony: I was at the beach. But I had a suit on, and shoes too.
-Hesh: Camera up your ass the size of a garden hose.
-Tony: Want to hear this dream?
-Hesh: All right.
